Summary

A short summary of how we came to know each other.. though i can't remember all the details.. but i'll try to write whatever i can.

April/May 2002

Your best friend, my good friend's girlfriend: Ms Chew Eesuan, introduced you to me. You are her best friend, and i suppose she's yours too. We first met in Woodlands regional library, to study. Few sessions of studying together, few times of sending you home to Toa Payoh. These few times somehow made me feel comfortable with you. A crush perhaps. Times where i bought beancurd for you. Went AJC for no reason. The bond grew, but somehow or rather, we lost contact. We did'nt keep in touch, though your handphone number was never deleted from my handphone.

24 December 2002

X'mas celebration at suan's house. Suan, hansel, zijie, lek, you and me were there to celebrate. I got a float from you. Can't remember what i gave you. Did i or did i not? I really cannot remember.

24 December 2005

Christmas chalet at Coasta Sands Eastcoast Park brought us together once again. The 3 day 2 night chalet gave me the second chance to know you better. There i also found a new good friend, Vincent Tan. Both of us clique. Had things in common. Both of us became your ideal boyfriends. Then, our friendship became closer. Started to sms and talk on the phone after that. Started to go out. Then, friendship evolved into a different relationship for me. Maybe fate brought us together. I fell for you.

ps: You are the answer to my qn 18!!

31 December 2005

Told suan to organise a KTV session. A session at Orchard Party World. An excuse to see you cause i know you like to sing. Suan, lek, zijie, you and me went. Gary was there too. You were late. We sang our hearts out. And you were hungry. So nice zijie bought breads for you. Hope you like the breads. I had to go back to work. Night shift on a eve of New Year's day sucks. But i had no choice. You all went Yihan's place. I could'nt make it. I was jealous.

2 January 2006

Shifting of house. Vincent, suan and me helped you shift items from home to hall. NTU hall 5 room xxx on the 4th level. I borrowed car from my kor. Rare sight. But he lent me. I was so glad. Picked you up from driving at Ubi. Waited at the wrong bus stop. HAha.. funny. Went back to your house. Shifted so many things!! Helped you clean your room. So happy that i can do something for you. Got lost on the way home. Lost in Jurong. Damn.. lousy inexperienced driver.

9 January 2006

Your first TP test. You failed. You cried on the phone. I wanted to comfort you. But i could'nt do anything, felt so helpless to hear you cry. Giselle and Gary were there with you, at least.

My best friends', Kwangyi and Eugene, 21st birthday party. Chalet at Aloha Loyang. I wanted to bring you there, to meet my best friends. You were out with Vincent at Chinatown. Communication broke down and you did'nt come. I was sad. But things can only get better.

13 January 2006

Chloe see-ing session. Suan and you came my house. Chloe came home late, and surprisingly kor lent me car to sent you 2 home. At suan's void deck, kwangyi called. We went Marine Parade to play pool with kwangyi and derek. Yes, marine parade. And you found kwangyi cute, but too bad, he's attached to chiewz.

15 January 2006

Supper at Prata House/Sight see-ing at Seletar dam. Funny day. You met me at Yishun MRT after my work. Sent you to Boon Lay, a mind to sent you back to hall. There came a sms stating kor is lending me his car. We went back home immediately! Yishun to Boon Lay.. Boon Lay back to Sembawang. Long journey, but worth it i guess. Able to drive you around. 1st girl to sit in my driven car for so so many times. Went Prata house for supper. Went Seletar dam to feed mosquitoes, chat and take photos. I had a great night out. My very 1st time doing these with a girl i like. Wanted that kinda feeling for a long time. Sent you back hall. A memorable night for me, for sure.

22 January 2006

Outing at Chinatown/Bugis. Ruth, vincent you and me went. Supposed to be a ruth shopping spree for new year clothes, but ended up yours. 1st time meeting ruth. Nice friend to know. Went Chinatown Yum Cha, had a good lunch there. Shopped Chinatown, shopped Bugis. Ruth left early. Then came suan. We had dinner, we played pool, i sent you home, vince sent suan home.

11 February 2006

Vincent Tan's 21st birthday party!! Everyone was there: from your crush(zhijian), to best friend(suan), to good friend(ruth), to your crushers(gary & shuyi), to yaosheng, to zijie and to me. Of course your ideal(vincent) and you yourself were present to celebrate the occassion. We went vincent's house early, a mind to help him decorate his house. But honestly speaking, nothing much was done except for some balloons!! Cake was'nt really nice but the feeling of having friends at home to celebrate birthday was cool. We left vince's place at around 11, but you did'nt want to go home. We chatted at the playground near your house, until 2am!! And i had work the next morning, but it was worth it. Really. We had a great talk that night. Talking about anything and everything under the moonlight - the past, the present, the future, thrashed out things and cleared some doubts. It was quite unforgetable for me. I feel that communication is very impt for couples. Let's hope we can always communicate well!!

18 February 2006

Honestly i do not have a wonderful memory. I can only blog what i can remember. I am recalling all these stuff only on 13 March, so pardon me for forgetting what happened on this day. All i could remember was I met you somewhere. My house i think. Had the car and drove you up to Mount Faber. To see the scenary, which was supposed to be romantic. But it turned out that someone had brought you there too, so it did'nt really worked out as planned. Provided blackcurrent fruit tips, but it did'nt keep you awake. Sent you home and you slept in the car.

27 February 2006

I went out with kwangyi and eugene to shop for bryant's present. Also out to buy the required dresscode for your birthday party. Bought a blue Ben Sherman stripe shirt. Glad it was nice, at least that's what i thought.

28 February 2006

You did'nt want to stay at hall. You wanted to go home. We met at Sunplaza, my hometown. Had dinner at MOS burger and went my place for a while cause i wanted to bathe. I called home, but my mum refused to hide the new shirt i bought. It was meant to be a surprise, without you knowing that i've bought the shirt. But plan failed!! You ran through my wardrobe, saw my stripe shirt. And there goes the surprise. You stayed over at suan's place, 1st time in your life at her place.

1 March 2006

I was on my way to town, to meet my cousin (shuting) to shop. Shop for fragrance. Which was meant for you. You called me, and told me you had a dream. You've not dreamt for a long time and you clearly remembered the details. Came up with a 4D number: 2128 or 2821. Could'nt remembered the sequence. I had a mind to buy it, but there is no singapore pools outlet in town which i could remember. You asked me to buy it, but i did'nt. Met cousin in town, walked through many departmental stores. Finally got down to DFS. Cause they had all the fragrance in town. Smelt fragrance after another. Nose broke down. But finally made up my mind and chose JLo new fragrance - Love at First Glow. Wierd name, but i quite like the smell. Glad you like it. Went Ching's party at Holland V. Then came your phone call: 2128 came up 2nd prise!! i did'nt buy. Neither did your mum. I wanted to faint, but just not my luck. If i had bought the number, guessed your party would have been on me. Next time perphaps. Went your house after the party. Chatted till near 2am. Wan'st supposed to let you know your present, but brillant you guessed it at first sight. Another surprise down the drain. I declare myself a lousy surprise planner!

3 March 2006

Sad and bad day for me. Purposely went gambling. Lost $80++ in the process. I deserve it.

4 March 2006

I had a birthday party but i chose not to go. Sorry Hwee Sim. You called me, last, to meet up for dinner at Sembawang. Seldom reject you issit it. Got activated and proceeded immediately. Vince, suan, you and me had dinner at Macs. You gave me a Thank You card (from GEMS). I was really thrilled. Replaced this original one with the one i gave myself on 28 Feb. We watched tv at suan's house, scv, dvd and soccer too. Thanks for watching soccer with me, though soccer is'nt something you love watching. I really appreciate the times you spent with me watching 22 people going after one ball in the middle of a big green field. Thanks girl. You stayed over at suan's place, this time round you slept on the floor.

5 March 2006

My virgin dinner!! Met you in sembawang, to go order your birthday cake. Went concourse and bought balloons. Went Orchard point and you spotted a dress you did'nt want to take off. You look gorgeous in the dress. It was lovely. Serious! Sweet and pretty. Told suan to buy, and she did. Headache over choc cakes. Finally ordered a 3kg Chocolate Amer cake from Bakerzin @ United Square. Free delivery, luckily. Went your place after that, and i had my virgin dinner at a girl's place. Not any ordinary girl. But one i like, one i really do. The joy was'nt written on my face i think, but it certainly left an impact in my heart. Went bryant's party after dinner, and the party was boring.

7 March 2006

Finally decided to give you the present. Your 21st birthday present which was planned and done long before hand. I really put my effort into this one. No one else in this world got any present more effort than this one. So better appreciate and like it!! haha. First present was a fake one - i don't give pple pink panadol for presents. Not so mean at least. Wanted to be the 1st to give you your present, hope i made it. And was happy you like the smell, and the lip gloss too, not to forget the effort wordless card. Want that smell on you. Suits you i think.

11 March 2006

Your big day. Biggest celebration in your 21 years of life. A lot of pple put in a lot of effort to make your party a successful one. A dream come true. Guess i don't have to blog much about this day, cause i think you'll remember more clearly than what i do. Had a glance of your 2 ex at a go. Did'nt feel good. But have got no choice. Anyway thanks for letting me meet eugene, got a new old friend at least. Really happy you had a wonderful birthday.

12 March 2006

I was bored at home. You had project discussion. I rejected mahjiong, just to go out with you. Luckily you did. Met at bishan. Shopped, ate and ate! haha. Had Sake sushi for dinner. Made you pissed somehow. The photos i deleted were no big secret. Just that i want a successful surprise for you this time. By the time you read this blog, think there's no need to see the photos anymore. The CDs and papers should be in your hands by now. Whether you like it or not, whether it turn out to be a successful surprise or not, i don't know. This gift was prepared long ago. Somewhere in feb i think. So treasure it! You're the first girl i put so so much effort into. Dun break my heart, again.

13 & 14 March 2006

Started recalling all, if not almost all the events that took place. This blog will serve as a memory book for you and me. Will continue to diary events down from today onwards. Hopefully i don't have to wait for long before you get to see this blog. The day i give you the gift, and this blog address, will be the day you decided to move on away from the shadows of zexin, and maybe start a journey with me. A journey i want it to last. Serious. To the day we step onto the red carpet together, till the day we both turned grey, looking back at this blog, with memories flashing at the back of our minds... ... happily ever after...