痛徹心扉

Body aching all over. Need more rest definitely. Bruises on back, waist, knee and toes. All thanks to the mud team yesterday. Scored 2 goals but didn't feel the joy with im home. Don't know why. Mind was elsewhere thinking of other things and person. Met up with shirleen today in Yishun for dinner. Had a swensen dinner. The two of us finished an earthquake can you believe it, but it was yummy. Haa. Had a great chat. I'm glad to see her happy now and hope she can be happy always. Glad her parents are less rigid with her now. Less curfews more freedom. Enjoy your holidays gal. Someone flooded my mind on the bus ride home. Not shirleen definitely. Someone else.. more impt than her..

痛徹心扉

回憶充滿整個房子　我們的住處
圍困我笑也不會茶也不思
一個人　恍恍又惚惚
相愛的國度裡　沒有人居住

回憶混亂我的腳步　阻礙了出路
證明了你的自私你的貪圖
殘忍的　看著我無助
平淡的回應我　虛假的無辜

痛徹心扉　記憶的傷一吋一吋像你的冷酷
否定我　這些日子以來　的付出
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上訴　只能安靜的痛哭

不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上訴　只能安靜的痛哭