Rainee Day

27 July 2007

i woke up to find myself sneezing. it was raining and cold out there. my plan was to go sch for soccer training which i had so missed. but the rain got me thinking. travelling back n forth to sch takes so much time, and today is a short session (730-9), and its starting off with gym work. i asked myself issit worth the effort going?? my determination is weak. the idea of watching liverpool match got me thinking again. kwangyi and ren asked some many pple ard for mahjiong, finally found eugene who is free only at night. the decision was up to me. after considering for nearly 1 hr, i decided to skip training, watch the long awaited match and play mj with them at night. i know this decision is a bad one. i know for sure i will feel guilty. i know. but the desire to watch liverpool, and play mj lured me into a trap. a trap i set for myself.

i missed you. i felt guilty playing mj. i know there's no use apologising cause i guessed you're sick of my sorry. i cant help but apologise. i wan ur forgiveness sincerely. i really do. how do i live without you... im sorry...