Finally Dating...

2 September 2007

We're finally dating. Gone were the days where we rot at home doing nothing but sleep. I finally feel that i have the ability to make you happier again, because you regained the feeling of us dating. I sent kor and sis-in-law to budget terminal. It was my first time there, and it looked cheap. I prefer terminal 1 of coz, who doesnt?! Wanted to being baby out for breakfast, but ended up buying mee back home to eat. Kind of quarrelled with mummy over nothing. I am so bad. Haiz. I was so tired becoz of the bad dream at ky house that i fell asleep on the sofa. Poor baby had to watch the 'lots of twist' drama while waiting for me to wake up. I finally woke up and there we go, start of our sunday with a car. 1st stop, the petrol kiosk. Thanks baby for the $50 sponsorship, i really dont mean to take the money. I was joking only, really. I'll make sure you get your worth of $50. 2nd stop, Ikea Tampines. Huge, and we've been there for the 3rd time this year. Quite bored after all. Nothing in mind to buy makes you tired more easily. Haha. Next stop, Courts Megastore. So mega but the planning of the store was messy. What a stupid idea to design courts like that. Inflexible. Next stop, the Giant. A bit of quick shopping and we were done for the day at Tampines.

In a blink of an eye, we were at Yishun 848 to eat our dinner. A popiah, teh-peng and cai tou quay were enough to satisfy the not so hungry couple. Really not much of an appetite these few days. Someone help me! Next, we went to take a stroll at East Coast Park. Yes, ECP. Basically i drove from north to east to west today. Cause im back in school blogging. ECP was crowded, and marina cove looks good. We'll have dinner there some day. After a long day, i sent baby back home as both of us were tired. Thanks baby for the hair removal service. I'll pay back some day. I love being served. Who doesnt right??

Then i went to ding house to witness chelsea lose and then went supper with ding and ky at fei fei. Lastly, headed back school instead of home to blog this long sunday. Its so nice to have your own car. I want my own car soon.

All in all, just look at this line baby
>>>>> I LOVE YOU... alot alot alot alot alot alot alot^infinity

A Dream Came True...

1 September 2007

Happy Teachers' Day!! Not that i can recall my teachers names, but Happy Teachers' Day anyway!! Day started off with brunch at baby's house. Guess what, her mum was playing mahjiong already. And baby was supposed to play mj too! With huiqing, kaiting, bf, and blk 85. Mj went well, with the ultimate loser from PLMGS! Haha, VS pple are NICE! Cause everyone at the table loves Victorian. After mj was comex. But we dint even stepped into level 4 or level 6 exhibition hall at Suntec. All we did was to touched Sony cameras at level 3, the next thing was that baby owned a pink T20 camera. $500 is quite a good deal, though i still prefer the functions of Canon. But well, Sony T20 isnt too bad after all. Dinner was later at Imperial Kitchen, the close competitor of Crystal Jade. I think both restuarants are comparable, thought Crystal Jade is still more famous. Food quality wise, both not too bad.

I knew i made the correct decision, by skipping the friendly match and went out with you instead. If not, my day would have fallen 1 day earlier. Yes, Sunig squad announcement was on Saturday itself, and im not in it. Really a heart breaking news when i read the list online. Though i kinda expected this might happened, i thought my seniority and my performance vs SMU were good enough to put me in 1 of the 22 slots. Apparently, I am too lousy for NTU. Good thing was that i was absent on Saturday's friendly, if not, i wont know how to hide my disappointment. All the pple from my hall got through, except for me, the hall captain. Am i really fit to be the hall captain?! I need to ask myself again. Well, my dream at ky's house came through. I failed to make it to the squad, the difference is that i wasnt there to make a scene with the coach. My dream came true. A bad one. I am disappointed, and upset, and kinda stressed. I think my appetite and stomach were affected by this, even prior to the announcement of squad. Just console me. Hug me. Kiss me. I will be fine soon, so dont worry about me. I want to grow stronger!! Physically and mentally...

Down On Luck

Mahjiong ended not long ago.. I lost 20 bucks.. Its alot consider we played 20/40 and i only shoot once.. That is how unlucky i am.. Or issit the rest are just too lucky?! Well i should blame no one but myself.. For the lack of resistance to temptation.. The easy going-ness of agreeing with there is a 3 short 1 situation.. I guess i was being punished by heaven, by giving me lousy hands almost every round.. Or issit others are just too lucky?! Well i wanna change.. I wanna learn to be determined to say no.. Bear with me ok?? Baby.. Be patient with me.. My weakness is that i dont like to disappoint my friends.. Especially when there's a 3 short 1 mj situation.. I will change.. Just give me a bit of time..

I just walked out of hall with yaen and 2 other senior gal.. What happened was that a couple quarrelled and the guy left the gal at NIE.. The guy had a bike and i dont exactly know what happened.. I just went with them to look for the gal.. We din go far, coz the gal walked back to hall.. What a brave gal to walk to NIE alone!! Well, yaen kept asking me.. Do you think edmund would do that to me?! I assured her that edmund wont dare of coz.. Well i was thinking to myself too.. What a f up boyfriend.. Even though you quarrel with your gf.. She is still your gf.. How can you leave her alone at NIE?! Kaoz.. Its too mean la.. I definitely wont do this to my gf of coz.. Its too dangerous.. Somemore its the 7th month.. Scary..

It's been a long time since i last ........

My dear baby was sick on thursday.. Yet all I did was to play mahjiong.. Den go hall bash.. I din mean to neglect nor did i ignore her.. She didn't reply i really thought she was asleep.. Hall bash was totally boring as expected.. But still went to support hall.. And club with friends.. I love the company of many guys.. Im afraid of loneliness.. But im not gay..

There's ivp training every monday wednesday and friday.. Its totally tiring and shag for the mind and body.. The good thing is that im beginning to get used to it.. Starting to grow stronger.. Hope i can be strong enough to make it to the final squad.. Friday's training was the first training, after so many, that I felt I am something in the team.. That training gave me confidence..

Its not totally so easy being a student.. There's something call stress which im fearful of.. Too high a level i think people will just go nuts.. Stress from class.. The ability to speak up in class and impress the stupid Acct tutor.. The mind to understand maths and more maths formula in Maths class.. Research method isn't totally about research.. Basically there's stress from studies.. Den ivp soccer.. Impressing the coach is a must.. Since im not the player that coach has to pick for sure.. Im fighting for a place.. I lose sleep at night.. Thinking about exams.. And the mistakes i made during training.. Why am i not a better player of a higher class?!

Saturday was the day I officially became the soccer captain of hall 3.. At least the sports sect told me before hand and announced to the players that came on sat morning.. Saturday was also the sad day.. I screwed up again.. For the sake of convenience and company.. Well sad things shldnt be written here coz this is supposed to be just for joy!! Glad that things at least worked out fine for the both of us.. With crabs waiting at home for us.. Thanks baby for the wine candy.. The little red umbrella.. And of coz the cookies made with love.. And chocolate!! Haha..

Sunday is just a simple day.. Grocery shopping.. Walking in the rain.. Fine home-cooked dinner at home.. Relaxing relaxing.. But poor baby having pre monday blues.. And of coz menstrual.. Hope you get fine soon baby.. And dont dread work too much k.. I'll be there for you.. I'll listen to your troubles if you have any.. So dont be afraid to approach me k.. What am i here for.. Not just ATM, driver, sand bag, bodyguard, pillow, toy or dish washer.. I am your darling.. One who listens to you when you need me.. I'll be there for you baby...

Start of a new Period

15 August 2007

Marks the start of a brand new period. Its a hard time i know. Its tough.

16 August 2007

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