知足

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

会不会放手其实才是拥有.. Im beginning to accept that line as a fact. Looking at the people around me, im beginning to feel consoled. Im feeling happy for all my friends around me as they have found someone to share their life with. Though at times, i do feel sour to see them so happy together. But no complaints of course, just plain jealousy. No one to blame other than myself. Beginning to think that loving someone is to see that someone happy. No matter what she is doing. Im happy for all these pple who has found the right one - kwangyi & chiews, eugene & feran, hansel & eesuan, guroen & elaine, bryant, boen, ching, chengping, litheng, eepeng, andrea, zebin, shuxian, ben, boon, jessie, sylvia, jinzhen, cousins, pris, annie, shirleen, and joycelyn. Hope this person you are with now can walk the rest of your life with you together. Stay happy always!!

Worthless??

12 April 2006

Continuous effort put in to carry on the relationship. Behaved like a clown on msn. Not appreciated?? Is it worth it?? Sms sent. Not a single reply. Am i not even worth 5cents of reply?? Or am i simply on the ignore list?? Seriously, i don't know what i should do. Can any one enlighten me??
Don't know what happened, didn't qualify for the singtel survey. How can i even screw up a simple survey?? I really don't know. This meant that i have no income. Meant that i slacked at home the whole day again.

Good luck to all NTU japan exam candidates..

Missing You

8 April 2006

Went Malaysia Kota Tinggi with lek, zebin and meng heng for waterfall trekking. Started in the morning. It was dangerous. Exciting. Tiring. But feeling was great. We managed to make it to the summit and took pictures along the way too. Lucky we all made it back safe and sound. Came back spore. Went to meet kwangyi ding they all. Had a soccer + mahjiong session at ding house. Dint go home that night.

9 April 2006

Had a soccer match. Went with ding. Lost. 3-1. Our team kinda lousy. But happy that i can play. Thanks ding, and jasper! Went back ding house. Yet another soccer + mahjiong session there. Yet another supper. If not fei fei wan ton mee, it'll be minced meat noodle. Can just die.

10 April 2006

Slacked at home the whole day.

11 April 2006

Im still missing you. I thought you won't appear on my mind so often. I am wrong. I still on my com first thing when im home, to see if you're online. I check your blogs the first thing i sit down in front of my com. I still think of you late at night. I still cannot forget you. You're always on my mind. Tell me. Show me. Give me a way to forget you. Forget the pain im feeling now. My sleeping beauty.

Went to visit Jiahui in the morning. As usual, we got his favourite food to offer him. At least that's what we can do now. Other than missing him. Went for job interview after that. Got cheated by a small ad. It said $8-13. But it turned out to be $5.50. Miserable. But guess we'll still do it. Unemployed man have limited choices. Went peninsula to tailor make shirt. Went town for pool. Had dinner there. And thanks ding i've got a one day two hour survey which i can earn $60. Good pay. Hope it turns out well.

Lompong Waterfall - A Death Trip??

7 April 2006

I shut my eye lids tight last night. How come water containing salt still flowed out from my eyes? How come its leaking? The process was supposed to end a few days ago, but it happened again. Must make myself tired, so that there's no time for it again...
Was supposed to go kayaking at ecp yest, but it was cancelled. Going malaysia tmr. For a waterfall trekking trip with lek and zebin, CJ ODAC! I like nature. But i heard the waterfall is scary, quite a tough one to conquer. And the history attached is never forgotten. AJ ODAC vice president drowned there few years back. I hope the same tragic won't happen ever again, to anyone in the world. Drowning.. Is scary.
ps: it's a one day trip and if i don't make it back.. dun forget my pin number.. you're the only one in the world that knows it.
Alright, time for another 10 secrets to being a Happy Person!!
1) choose your comparisions wisely
2) cultivate friendship
3) develop a household routine
4) buy what you like
5) do things you are good at
6) eat some fruit every day
7) don't let your entire life hinge on one element
8) listen to music
9) keep reading
10) don't forget to have fun
Hope that these few secrets can make one step closer to a happy person!! And point 4 sounds good to you i think. Take care!!

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念

5 April 2006

楓

烏雲在我們心裏擱下一塊陰影
我聆聽沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明　就像美麗的風景
總在回憶裏才看的清

被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我
我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手
過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖　
只剩揮散不去的難過

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天
極光掠奪天邊　
北風掠過想妳的容顏
我把愛燒成了落葉　
卻換不回熟悉的那張臉

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前
愛妳穿越時間　
兩行來自秋末的眼淚
讓愛滲透了地面　
我要的只是妳在我身邊

被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我
我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手
過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖　
只剩揮散不去的難過

在山腰間飄逸的紅雨　
隨著北風凋零
我輕輕搖曳風鈴想　
喚醒被遺棄的愛情　
雪花已鋪滿了地
深怕窗外楓葉已結成冰

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天
極光掠奪天邊　
北風掠過想妳的容顏
我把愛燒成了落葉　
卻換不回熟悉的那張臉

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前
愛妳穿越時間　
兩行來自秋末的眼淚
讓愛滲透了地面　
我要的只是妳在我身邊

Happy People

4 April 2006

I happened to come across this book - The 100 Simple Secrets Of Happy People by David Niven. Its very true. Found it very useful to me. Not sure if its the book that made my tears stop flowing out of my eyes late at night. Past few nights were funny. I didn't think of you i swear, but tears just can't stop rolling out of my eyes. Luckily and finally stopped last night. I don't want to lose a friend. Or two. Just because of the decision you made. I totally respect the decision. And i think i also understand coz i've been through the same thing before. I don't want to lose our friendship just like that. I treasure it and i will cherish it. Let me share some of the secrets of HAPPY PEOPLE to you!!!
1) you don't have to win every time
2) friendship beats money
3) believe in yourself
4) share with others how important they are to you
5) don't face your problems alone
6) volunteer
7) every relationship is different
8) laugh
9) exercise
10) busy is better than bored
and the list goes on and on.... up to 100!!! Guess i'll share the others next time!!