Down On Luck

Mahjiong ended not long ago.. I lost 20 bucks.. Its alot consider we played 20/40 and i only shoot once.. That is how unlucky i am.. Or issit the rest are just too lucky?! Well i should blame no one but myself.. For the lack of resistance to temptation.. The easy going-ness of agreeing with there is a 3 short 1 situation.. I guess i was being punished by heaven, by giving me lousy hands almost every round.. Or issit others are just too lucky?! Well i wanna change.. I wanna learn to be determined to say no.. Bear with me ok?? Baby.. Be patient with me.. My weakness is that i dont like to disappoint my friends.. Especially when there's a 3 short 1 mj situation.. I will change.. Just give me a bit of time..

I just walked out of hall with yaen and 2 other senior gal.. What happened was that a couple quarrelled and the guy left the gal at NIE.. The guy had a bike and i dont exactly know what happened.. I just went with them to look for the gal.. We din go far, coz the gal walked back to hall.. What a brave gal to walk to NIE alone!! Well, yaen kept asking me.. Do you think edmund would do that to me?! I assured her that edmund wont dare of coz.. Well i was thinking to myself too.. What a f up boyfriend.. Even though you quarrel with your gf.. She is still your gf.. How can you leave her alone at NIE?! Kaoz.. Its too mean la.. I definitely wont do this to my gf of coz.. Its too dangerous.. Somemore its the 7th month.. Scary..

It's been a long time since i last ........

My dear baby was sick on thursday.. Yet all I did was to play mahjiong.. Den go hall bash.. I din mean to neglect nor did i ignore her.. She didn't reply i really thought she was asleep.. Hall bash was totally boring as expected.. But still went to support hall.. And club with friends.. I love the company of many guys.. Im afraid of loneliness.. But im not gay..

There's ivp training every monday wednesday and friday.. Its totally tiring and shag for the mind and body.. The good thing is that im beginning to get used to it.. Starting to grow stronger.. Hope i can be strong enough to make it to the final squad.. Friday's training was the first training, after so many, that I felt I am something in the team.. That training gave me confidence..

Its not totally so easy being a student.. There's something call stress which im fearful of.. Too high a level i think people will just go nuts.. Stress from class.. The ability to speak up in class and impress the stupid Acct tutor.. The mind to understand maths and more maths formula in Maths class.. Research method isn't totally about research.. Basically there's stress from studies.. Den ivp soccer.. Impressing the coach is a must.. Since im not the player that coach has to pick for sure.. Im fighting for a place.. I lose sleep at night.. Thinking about exams.. And the mistakes i made during training.. Why am i not a better player of a higher class?!

Saturday was the day I officially became the soccer captain of hall 3.. At least the sports sect told me before hand and announced to the players that came on sat morning.. Saturday was also the sad day.. I screwed up again.. For the sake of convenience and company.. Well sad things shldnt be written here coz this is supposed to be just for joy!! Glad that things at least worked out fine for the both of us.. With crabs waiting at home for us.. Thanks baby for the wine candy.. The little red umbrella.. And of coz the cookies made with love.. And chocolate!! Haha..

Sunday is just a simple day.. Grocery shopping.. Walking in the rain.. Fine home-cooked dinner at home.. Relaxing relaxing.. But poor baby having pre monday blues.. And of coz menstrual.. Hope you get fine soon baby.. And dont dread work too much k.. I'll be there for you.. I'll listen to your troubles if you have any.. So dont be afraid to approach me k.. What am i here for.. Not just ATM, driver, sand bag, bodyguard, pillow, toy or dish washer.. I am your darling.. One who listens to you when you need me.. I'll be there for you baby...

Start of a new Period

15 August 2007

Marks the start of a brand new period. Its a hard time i know. Its tough.

16 August 2007

1 mail in the inbox.

Enjoyable Weekend

11 August 2007

Day started off with swimming at Toapayoh swimming complex. No so much of swimming coz i swam 4 laps in total. Haha. More of tanning and getting in the water. Soaking water like what my mum used to do. But it was a great morning/afternoon swimming. I want more of this lifestyle to come! Both then got hungry and had to munch before heading back baby's house. Vegetarian bee hoon is waiting for us. Along with homecooked cream of mushroom, we watched meteor garden together, while mahjiong goes on in the background. Haha and nap became part and parcel of our life. We were so tired. I hope i din snore. Opps.

Got off to Bishan before the fierce dad comes home. Rush hour shopping was over. We went too late. Sorry baby. Just normal shopping. But normal shopping were still good. Got a few clothes suitable for work. All was fine and fine. Guess both of us were satisfied. And Cartel dinner was good. My macaroni was superb la. Haha. Too bad my Citibank card in hall, if not it'll be cheaper. Next time k baby.

Btw thanks for the beauty cup baby. Its sitting right here now with me in hall. Using it every single moment. Hee. Thanks baby.

12 August 2007

Lunch at Ben n Jerry Demsey Hill. A paradise of its own. More for the rich pple staying in Holland V n Tanglin area. Not suitable for kids like us from Bishan Ang Mo Kio Toapayoh. Haha. But the food wasnt too bad. And the ice cream is just wonderful. Ben n Jerry ice cream we both love! Haha. And the van was cute.

Holland V is always crowded. Lucky eugene had car. But waiting for car park lot can die sometimes. Singaporeans just too kiasu. Games at Satellers were not too bad. Though not the first time but i think i suck at games. Haha. Im deprived of childhood games in the olden days. Kind eugene drove us all the way back to near doorstep. Is really nice having your own car. I wish i have 1 too. Dream on... Oh happy birthday sindee.. though i think you'll never get to see this. Its the thoughts that counts. Right?? Haha.

Start of Brand New Season

6 August 2007

This date marks the start of semester 2. Yes school has officially started. Sian. No more holidays. No more slacking. No more nothing. Back to the need to study mode, yet not working as hard as required. Haha. And soccer training is tiring, i swear.

9 August 2007

Happy Birthday Singapore!! Its Singapore's 42th national day. All of us are supposed to be in red and white, to celebrate the nation's bday. Haha. Yes of coz my pretty baby came in red n white. Just that the crest and stars are missing from her top. A true 'red' Singaporean wearing the flag walking ard Sembawang. Haha. Lunch was at Sakae Sunplaza. Wow i must say that the deco is really nice. The place is big and can fit more than you think. Menu is forever changing so no complaints. Haha. DBS credit offer 4 plates for 4.20. Definitely worth it. Both were full.

Taking a break is essential to walking a longer journey. So an afternoon nap was what we took. Shopped at Causeway Point, with choco waffle and choco milk shake as incentives for the start of our window shopping spree. Nothing much exciting to shop. Shops were boo boo boring. Haha. Tops at G2000 just ran out of sizes. Sian. And we aim to complete one jigsaw puzzle TOGETHER real soon. Im looking forward to it!!