A Week of Loneliness

21 March 2006

You called me at 5am in the morning. I got a shocked. But i was really over the moon. You just had supper. I wish i was there for supper with you.

22 March 2006

I called you, to find out how you are doing. You did'nt sound so good in your blog, i was worried. Called you again, you were going out for supper. Conversation ended when you reached the car.

23 March 2006

The whole world seems to have lost contact with you. Did'nt reply my msg, handphone off. You said you were drowning. I was worried, but felt so helpless. So useless that there is nothing i can do for you.

24 March 2006

My last day at work as a police officer. Wanted to enjoy it, but you were on my mind the whole day. Did'nt do much at work. You did'nt contact me. I was hoping that my phone would ring, but it did'nt.. as expected.