The Last Ride Home

28 June 2006

Exhibition at Suntec. Tiring. Novena Square. Quiet. But Pat Thai and Kang Kong are nice. Nice atmosphere. Company even better. Brought a surprise package to Suan's house. Not sure if it was even surprising at all. But at least, its the thought that counts. 0020 from Toa Payoh. Last train home. At least she called.

29 June 2006

Last day of exhibition. Reed staffs are really nice people. Enjoyed working with them. Did 3 shows with them and hope there would be more to come in future. 1700hrs was the official time i announced myself unemployed. Feeling of jobless is quite bad. Feeling of lonliness is even worse. Decided to surprise joy at the airport. Timing was just perfect. 6.05 train. Initially planned just to accompany take train to wherever she was going, since i was early anyway. She had a last min change of plan, but dinner was already at home waiting for me. She called suan. Somehow ended up attituding each other. Vincent din sound much interested in having dinner with her. She ended up having a bad mood. Din even talk much to me on the train. Well, i did my best in providing options and alternatives. None suits her mind i guess. Bo bian. Thought she was coming to Sembawang with me, but i ended up on the train back home myself. Really felt lousy at that point of time. I knew i shouldn't walked out of her there. I really din wanted to. But i did. Im sorry. The time u needed someone, i wasn't there. I left not because i wanted to catch the show at home, but because i saw him sms you. I thought u don't need me anymore. Wanted to take the train back to Yishun. Luckily i din. Couldn't control myself. Called you first thing i step into my house. Din even pee. Good thing you were fine. I was worried. Two runners then popped up at my doorstep. One pinkie cute face. The other ah beng-ish sexy legs. Haha. Thanks for the small surprise. Really din expect to see you two!! So what, this week is house visiting week?! Last train home again. Yakked on the phone again. :)

Break Down Sign

Interphex Asia, a pharmaceutical manufacturing, processing and technology exhibition. It has been a long day. Im tired. Really tired. Everywhere aching. Shoulders. Back. Legs. Ankles. Even my heart too. Im exhausted. Am i going to break down soon? I think i need a break down sign just in case.

Shouldn't have asked. Wrong move. So jealous. You're so xing fu. So lucky. So many pple shower love on you. Cherish them.

Msn is giving me attitude. Why?? Why her and only her?? Why this happen on her?? Tell me this is god's will. I wanna change god's will. I will re-install msn.

I Love the Bed

26 June 2006

Went to face a team of Indians in a lousy mood, half expecting myself to screw the game out. Luckily the game went our way. Din't do so badly after all. Ding came my house to bathe and had dinner. Went ky's house after that. Soccer. Phone call. Breakfast. Mahjiong. Morning call.

27 June 2006

A SOS call from ding. Went to help him. Blackcurrent lozenges. A beautiful smile. Lousy fish mee sua. Comfortable bed. Much more comfy than mine. Guess who. Tom!! A homely dinner. It was nice. Thanks auntie. Forgot to thank her personally. Will do so the next time. Monopoly. Try to conquer, not try to save money to pay off rents!! Shout out!! Action!! Quest!! I can reverse. Hee. And remember to take the pledge the next time. Aeroplane chess. I win. Yesh. Drink water!! And remember to take medicine after meals. Btw, 85 is the block of the clinic, not the age of the doctor!!

Ting just talked to me. Told me i lost the cheerful and liveliness she used to see in me. Asked me to be happier. Is that true?? I wonder...

Karma

My mum finally asked. She told me to learn to protect myself, if not the person to suffer will be me. Annie, like you've said, i can't control myself. Buy me a ruler and a pencil. I wanna learn to draw the line. I guess this is karma. Im feeling so f***** up. Definitely going to screw up my game later. Sorry inpulse.

The Pain

Hearing Chloe cry hurts. Reading blog hurts. My heart is aching.

A Smile I Wanted To See

24 June 2006

Day started off with loud cry of my dear Chloe. Chloe had fever after the injection on Wednesday. Fever always come after injection for babies, i don't know why. Got into this kinda sian mood. The don't feel like doing anything mood. Maybe cause she is feeling down, troubled. I don't know what i can do to make her happy. That's all i wanna see. Was supposed to meet dear annie at pasir ris, but still took the effort to accompany her to Bugis. Hope to cheer her up during the short journey. Don't really know if i succeed, but i know im late for ann.

Reached the gate of Aranda country club. Wasn't exactly very late. Ann was later. Her parents drove her there and she looked totally pale. And her mummy remembered me!! And waved to me from inside the car. Haha. I was totally stunned but of course i waved back. It was Jinhan's 21st birthday. It was sooo good to see my classmates there. Missed them all. Quite a number of them went: Ann, Boon, Jessie, Ben, Shuxian, Jinzhen, Shouhua, Ben Thong, Jacq, Edmund, Daniel, Kwokping, and the most impt man, Jinhan. Happy Birthday han, may all your wishes come true. It was great catching up with them, especially annie. She is always so busy she don't even have time for me. A pity both me and ann had to leave early for something else more impt. Annie is meeting desmond, while i went to look for her to spend the night with her?!

I don't know what i can do, but maybe company can change her mood. Somemore with corn man, not yam man. Haha. Managed to get the car from kor. Really when i felt i need it badly, the car is there for me. Felt so nice. But there are of course times where i got cheated. Forget it. And im blogging now instead of watching arg match!! Cause i wanna blog my feelings now. Funny things happened when i was at home. From the ever friendly 'hi' to my dad, to stunning my mum with a spoon in the mouth, to 'bye uncle' to my kor and da sao. Haha. I can't help it but laugh. Caught my kor laughing too!! What can do wrong.. will go wrong!! Haha. Had supper at Prata House. Drove past 2 stupid roads that led to no where. A walk down the jetty at Sembawang Park. All these things with her. What more can i ask. I really cherish the time just now. A bad thing time don't freeze at moments you want them to stop. Another memorable page in this fairytale chapter.

*gaffer = old man

原来 - i lost my courage

街灯绊住我眼前下一步
拉长的影子嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

Where is my courage?? The courage to even ask simple questions. The courage to say simple things. How come i lost it all of a sudden. Just when i needed it, it left me stranded. Where can i find my lost courage?! Where??

Conman & Conwoman

22 June 2006

One lie leads to another. Conman and conwoman combined power to date two primary kids out for dinner using numerous lies. Effort put in to organise this dinner hoping that any misunderstanding can be resolved. Not sure if things worked out the way we wanted, but at least con man & woman tried their best. Conman got cheated by conman's brother, and had to rush to send conwoman home.

Ding wanted supper at Joo Seng. So they could picked me up from joy's house cause it was on the way. Good thing kind joy invited me into her house, if not, i would have to wait at the void deck alone. Thanks joy, for the aircon, the company by you and the attitude i got from your dad. Haha. Thanks.

Went Joo Seng for supper with ding, leo and ky. Watched Brazil thrashed Japan 4-1 at ky's place. Have to turn in soon.

Wayne Goh Rui Xi

Today is Wayne's big day. Celebrating a month old. For your info, Wayne is my nephew. I became uncle for the second time of my life. Everyone in the family were tired. Yest's ritual ended at 3+am. Went for ice cream with suan and came home to help out. Ting bought me a esprit shirt from hongkong. Thanks sis. Many people came to see Wayne, and Chloe of course. Who can resist her?! Kids and adults flooded the house, but where is the one?! Even da sao asked about her. I can only brought the conversation to an end with a smile. Didn't have much leftover food this time round. It's a good thing cause meals next few days won't be the same old leftovers. Kept some konnyaku jelly, special choc jelly and bo bo cha cha aside. But who will eat them?? I think i should finish them up myself.

Uncle came first thing after stepping into the house looking for me and mummy. Told us he had a dream. He dreamt of Jiahui the night before. And Jiahui was looking for me and mummy. So he guess he'll be here tonight. Probably to see Chloe and Wayne. Looking back.. Jiahui was the person to send me and mummy to the hospital last year when Chloe was born. Maybe that's why he's looking for us. Watched news today. Another regular from Special Op Force (SOF) drowned during training. Some time last year, the same thing happened to Jiahui. Are all these things pure accidental?? Or is everything predestined?? I am wondering...

真爱

记忆像游乐园般精采
我们像对恋人相爱
幸福是应该不会是当然
只怪我们都太贪玩
思念像云朵般柔软
而你静静躺在我胸怀
我像是任性走失的小孩
紧紧抱着孤单

我们都曾经明白也都曾经遗憾
错过了爱就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白怕容易被你宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱找回所有遗憾
爱的真相就能够解开
多给我一些片段拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

我是被你遗忘的精采
你却带着记忆离开
心跳是我们唯一的呼喊
提醒我们曾经相爱
你的笑像阳光般灿烂
小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱时给了我温暖
谁也无法取代

但我们都曾明白也都曾经遗憾
一旦错过就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白怕又容易被宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱找回所有遗憾
爱的真相就能够解开
多给我一些片段拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

人质

我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

你满意吗我们都别说谎

Head Shot

Day started off with a bad weather. Woke up at ding house to see rain. Dark clouds covered the sky and it did not look like the rain is going to stop anytime. But we all decided to proceed with our plan at Sentosa, though we would not be getting the tan we want, but the fun we anticipate is still there! Ding, kwangyi, leonard, kevin, nick, chiloong, alvin, chengzhi and me were there. Played american football, beach soccer and swam. Not much sunlight throughout the day. But the sessions of american football were fun and tiring. We all had fun with the new sport we picked up today. Tactics, teamwork, throw technique, ball catching, guarding of quarter-back, chionging and ramming each other down. We had so much fun. Touch down felt good. Bringing someone down felt good too. Haha. A petty there wasn't many bikini babes today. Too be honest, i din even see one that i think is pretty. Maybe because my mind was somewhere else thinking of someone else. Haha. Went PS for dinner with them. Then it was time for home!!

Went down to Yishun to join suan, joy and vince for dinner. Yes, Yishun. I dunnoe why this location, but of course im more than happy since its so near home. Haha. Though injuries everywhere and the tiredness pulled me down, i still managed to entertain myself at least. We played arcade games, which i totally suck at, and had our first neoprint taken at Timezone. Our virgin neoprint turned out horror. All head shots. Yes all of us were shot in the head by the camera. But we were supposed to be looking at the front camera, not the top one. Our first neoprint really screwed up. But i don't expect anything fantastic from a 3buck rubbish machine. Haha. Luckily, another neoprint shop was available for us to take our second try. This time round, we din screw up as much. Took much better pictures. Gals were pretty, guys not too bad. At least the photos can 'jian ren'. Guess thats the difference between a 3buck and 9buck machine. Haha. Had coffee at Starbucks. Had lame games with funny punishments. I even took a pants for skirt la. Dint even see and realise until joy complained! Haha. Must take revenge the next time!! And this time round, god arranged me to send suan home. I believe there must be a reason behind it, and so true we found out the reason why. Sheessh. Its a secret between me and suan. Haha. So dont bother to ask. Its supposed to be a secret!!

Some noble pple once said: 'What you see on the surface may not be what the truth is all about.'
So do not read things based on the surface. Beginning to take things easy and not think too far. Happiness should be the core of everyone's life.

我的心真的受伤了

窗外阴天了　音乐低声了　
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了　音乐低声了　
口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了　人是无聊了　
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了　你要说话了　
还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了　
是你变了　是你变了

灯光熄灭了　音乐静止了　
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快乐　
我的心真的受伤了

你怎么舍得我难过

对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时 才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面

秋天的风 一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心 到底在想些什么
为什么留下 这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

The Story Of A Mouse

MICKEY MOUSE, Walt Disney's most famous character, made his screen debut on November 18, 1928, as star of the first sound cartoon, Steamboat Willie. Since his debut, Mickey Mouse has become an international personality whose success laid the financial foundation upon which Walt Disney built his creative organization. Besides being the personification of everything Disney, Mickey Mouse has become one of the most universal symbols of the Twentieth Century.

Mickey Mouse was born in Walt Disney's imagination early in 1928 on a train ride from New York to Los Angeles. Walt was returning with his wife from a business meeting at which his cartoon creation, Oswald the Rabbit, had been wrestled from him by his financial backers. Only 26 at the time and with an active cartoon studio in Hollywood, Walt had gone east to arrange for a new contract and more money to improve the quality of his Oswald pictures. The moneymen declined, and since the character was copyrighted under their name, they took control of it. " . . . So I was all alone and had nothing," Walt recalled later. "Mrs. Disney and I were coming back from New York on the train and I had to have something I could tell them. I've lost Oswald so, I had this mouse in the back of my head because a mouse is sort of a sympathetic character in spite of the fact that everybody's frightened of a mouse including myself" Walt spent the return train ride conjuring up a little mouse in red velvet pants and named him "Mortimer," but by the time the train screeched into the terminal station in Los Angeles, the new dream mouse had been rechristened. Walt's wife, Lillian, thought the name "Mortimer" was too pompous and suggested "Mickey." A star was born!

Upon returning to his studio, Walt and his head animator, Ub Iwerks, immediately began work on the first Mickey Mouse cartoon, Plane Crazy. The enthusiasm with which his small staff completed the project faded when no distributor wanted to buy the film. Refusing to give in, Walt forged into production on another silent Mickey Mouse cartoon, Gallopin'Gaucho. However, late in 1927, Warner Brothers ushered in the talkies with The Jazz Singer, staffing Al Jolson. This soon signaled the end of silent films so, in 1928, Walt dropped everything to begin a third Mickey Mouse cartoon, this one in sound: Steamboat Willie.

To record the sound track, Walt had to take his film to New York, since no one on the West Coast was equipped to do it. Walt sank everything he had into the film. When finally completed, Walt screened it for the New York exhibitors. The manager at the Colony Theatre liked the eager young producer and decided to take a chance on his film. Steamboat Willie scored an overwhelming success, and Walt soon became the talk of the nation. Buoyed by the artistic and popular success of Steamboat Willie, Disney added sound to the first two cartoons and was able to offer exhibitors a package of three shorts. As with all of Mickey Mouse's pictures through World War II, Walt himself supplied the voice. Then in 1946, when Walt became too busy to continue, Jim Macdonald, veteran Disney sound and vocal effects man, tookover. ( Jim Macdonald continued to provide the voice of Mickey Mouse for nearly thirty years, until he retired in 1974. Following his retirement, Wayne Allwine was selected to perform the voice of Mickey Mouse. Wayne has provided Mickey Mouse's vocal characterizations in his most recent screen appearances ).

Mickey Mouse's skyrocket to fame didn't take long. His cartoons became so popular that people would first ask ticket takers if they were "running a Mickey" before they would purchase admission. Soon, theaters were displaying posters that read "Mickey Mouse playing today!" It was not uncommon for patrons to sit through a feature twice to see him again. The thirties was Mickey Mouse's golden age; 87 cartoon shorts starring the multi-talented mouse were produced by Walt Disney during that decade. He played everything from fireman to giant killer, cowboy to inventor, detective to plumber. Technically and artistically Mickey Mouse cartoons were far superior to other contemporary cartoons and gave life to an entire family of animated characters: Minnie Mouse, Clarabelle Cow, Horace Horsecollar, Goofy, Pluto, Donald Duck, Peg-Leg Pete, and many others.

The artistic success of the animators was honored in 1932 when an Oscar was presented to Walt Disney for the creation of Mickey Mouse. Mickey Mouse's popularity spawned a Mickey Mouse Club in 1929 which met every Saturday for an afternoon of cartoons and games in local theaters. The several million Mouse Clubbers had a secret handshake, special member greeting, code of behavior, and even a special club song, "Minnie's Yoo Hoo". The peak of Mickey Mouse's golden decade was his starring role as the Sorcerer's Apprentice in the feature Fantasia (1940), a major artistic innovation. It interpreted music in colors, shapes, movement, and story. The animation techniques were years ahead of their time and have never been matched. Fantasia also introduced stereophonic sound to theaters, an element not employed by other studios until more than a decade later.

With the advent of World War II, the Disney Studio suspended nearly all commercial activity and concentrated on aiding the war effort with training films, goodwill tours, and designing of posters and armed forces insignia. Mickey Mouse played his part by appearing on insignia and posters urging national security and the purchase of war bonds. And, incredibly, the password of the Allied forces on D-Day, June 6,1944, was "Mickey Mouse." Following the war, Mickey Mouse returned to making cartoons and appeared in his second feature, Fun and Fancv Free (1947), in which he co-starred with Goofy and Donald Duck in a new version of "Jack and the Beanstalk," titled appropriately "Mickey and the Beanstalk."

Through the forties and early fifties, Mickey Mouse made fewer cartoons, giving ground to Donald Duck, Goofy, and Pluto, who were more flexible as characters. Mickey Mouse's evolution into a Disney symbol made it increasingly more difficult to create story situations for him. If he lost his temper or did anything sneaky, fans would write in insisting that Mickey Mouse just wouldn't do that. After the success of the Disneyland television show in 1954, Disney agreed the next year to create an afternoon program for ABC. He gave them The Mickey Mouse Club, which became the most successful children's show ever. In 1977, The New Mickey Mouse Club, featuring 12 new Mouseketeers, debuted on television, and a third generation of Mouseketeers hit the airwaves in 1989 when The Mickey Mouse Club debuted as a series on The Disney Channel with shows airing on weekday afternoons.

Mickey Mouse moved to Disneyland in 1955 to become chief host of the theme park, welcoming millions of visitors annually, shaking hands, posing for pictures, and leading the big parades on national holidays. In 1971, he helped open the Walt Disney World Resort; in 1983 he donned a kimono for the dedication of Tokyo Disneyland; and in 1992, he sported a beret for the opening of what is now called Disneyland Paris. His other activities include public appearance tours around the world for The Walt Disney Company.

Mickey Mouse has been saluted at three of the Disney theme parks by having "lands" created in his honor. Mickey's Birthdayland (now Mickey's Starland) opened on November 18, 1988, in the Magic Kingdom in Walt Disney World to honor Mickey Mouse on his 60th birthday. Mickey's Toontown opened in 1993 in Disneyland, then in 1996 at Tokyo Disneyland and now serves as home to Mickey Mouse and all of his cartoon friends.

After all these years, the cultists are beginning to understand why the Mickey Mouse of the thirties was so popular. He was a little guy born out of the depression who satirized people's foibles and taught them to laugh. Most importantly, he was a character who dreamed big, and his dreams were universal.

One of the finest tributes to Mickey Mouse was given by Walt Disney himself when, on his first television show as he surveyed Disneyland, Walt said, "I hope we never lose sight of one fact... that this was all started by a Mouse."

Weird Things Do Happen

14 June 2006

Suan's last paper. Planned a dinner at Ding Tai Feng initially, but was later changed to Breeks at Taka. I went to airport to meet joy as i was early. Stupid ding fell asleep la. Lost 2 bets to her. Say bye bye to my straight hair and atm card. Haa. But it wasn't fair. I din have much choices abt the 2 bets!! Unfair!! Had dinner at Breeks, then a drink at MOS. Went home after that. Had to wake up early the next day.

15 June 2006

Woke up early to go visit Jiahui. One year death anniversary. As usual, I went to get stuff from NTUC there. Met ting and felicia there. Visited Jiahui. Missed him so much. And this weird thing happened all 3 times me and ting went to visit him: It is always hot and sunny when we reached there. But it always start to rain when we start the prayers. Yes rain quite heavily somemore. But the rain always stop when we are about to leave. Should i say it is pure coincidence all 3 times?? Or something not within our control is really happening?? Maybe he made rain to accompany him there for a longer period of time?? Who knows.

Went home striaght after lunch with them. Was so tired i was totally knocked out from 1+ to 5+. Then suan and joy came my house. Not for my sake, for Chloe's sake. They came to visit Chloe, not me!! Damn. Played with Chloe. Everyone simply love Chloe. She is too hot and too irresistable. Oh and she kissed me 4 times today. Haha. It is difficult to get a kiss, not to say 4 in a day. Sent joy home then went ky house. Tired!

距离

天下最远的距离, 并不是天涯海角，也不是我站在你面前, 你不知道我愛你, 而是我愛你, 卻不能愛你...

ps: vince, enjoy ur trip to bangkok!!

理想情人

穿上洋裝看著手錶 時間快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次約會來臨了
金色的陽光灑滿人行道 換了新唇膏把頭髮弄好
要你看到我的好

喜歡看你走路充滿自信 說話時候你的專注眼神
溫柔的表情笑容裡的天真
我相信 找不到有比你更好的人 你心裡理想情人是幾分
是否也會有我的份

好想知道你的100分 會給怎樣的人
親愛的你不要再陌生 增加我戲份
我想問 親愛的你把感情升等 朋友變成情人
可不可以 告訴我標準 不要讓我一直等

聽著那時間滴答的走 對街的你在點頭
好像一個夢 漸漸 走到我前頭

Hotel

This is bad. Im treating my house like a hotel. Hotel 'Home'. I go home as and when i like it. This is getting really bad. Another bad thing is, ding's house is also another hotel. Hotel for others, including me. Mahjiong at his house, drink at his house, watch soccer at his house, sleep over at his house when its too late to go home, sleep over at his house after clubbing. It is really becoming a hotel. A hotel i grade 5 star. But of course, i grade hotel 'Home' 10 star. You can find nothing better than home.

Anyway, for no apparent reasons, im feeling happier these 2 days!! Hope i'll grow happier by day. Hope everyone gets happier too!!

Lousy

I am lousy. Just cant do things right. Things always dont go the way i wanted. This is life. Haiz.

有一點動心

我和你 男和女
都逃不過愛情
誰願意 有勇氣
不顧一切付出真心

你說的 不只你
還包括我自己
該不該再繼續 該不該有回應
讓愛一步一步靠近

我對你有一點動心
卻如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那麼一點點動心 一點點遲疑
不敢相信我的情不自盡

我對你有一點動心
不知結果是悲傷還是喜
有那麼一點點動心 一點點遲疑
害怕愛過以後還要失去

難以抗拒 噢！
人最怕就是動了情
雖然不想不看也不聽
卻陷入愛裡

我和你 男和女
都逃不過愛情
也許應該放心
讓愛一步步靠近

Tired.. Physically and Mentally

It has been a tiring few days for me. I am drained of my brain juice. And my luck is down.

Bought my new pair of soccer boots at Peninsula on wed. 90bucks. Quite worth it. It feels comfortable and hopefully i get used to it soon. A initial shopping plan turned into a quick mahjiong session, 3-5. Got home, got changed, got to Zouk. Ladies night. Gene lost his wallet. 500+ cash meant for his driving gone. Really f*** up man.

Slept over at ding house from 5 - 9. Then we went to play soccer. As in most pple who went to chiong. It was totally tiring. Lack of sleep + soccer = shack. Then another round of mahjiong, 2-6+. Guess what, on the way home, my handphone rang. Colleagues jio mahjiong. Cannot reject them. So another rounds of mahjiong, 10-5+. Crazy stuff.

Awoken by an SMS 0n Fri noon 1pm. Activated for mahjiong at kwangyi house. So as usual, upon activation, i have to go. Its like ns recall. Mahjiong from 3+-6. They planned another session of mahjiong at michael's house before going ding house. But i managed to convince them to take 5. Got to ding house at 10. Thought match supposed to start at 11. But it turned out that match is kicking off at 12. So yes, bingo, mahjiong from 10+-12. Few other pple came. We had beer and peanuts there. Ding bought 12 bottles of tiger for this occassion. Don't think it can even last 4 matches. Haha. Germany won Costa Rica 4-2. Thought there would be a match upset. Too bad it didn't happen. Supper at the usual Fei Fei wanton mee after the match. Heard Fei Fei was ranked 4th best wanton mee in singapore by newpaper.

Then mahjiong back at ding house AGAIN from 2+-10. Yes. 10am!! Madness. Think millions of my brain cells are dead. kwangyi and leonard KO after the mj. gene and ding went on for a game of Dota to teach me the game. Im learning and practising now. Start very late, but i'll make up for the experience by picking the game up fast. Came home with kwangyi and leonard while gene and ding went flat. Think im going to lose me senses soon. This entry better not screw up.

060606

6 June 2006. 1 year has passed. Time flies. Now i have 24 demerit points. Instead of 12. Say bye bye to p-plate. I need it no more. If anyone needs it, can ask from me.

My hair is black. Very black. A 2nd attempt to dye it brown was another failure. Still looks black. Though i feel it looks kind of brown under light, but still, not much effect. The next time i dye my hair, i'll do it at the hair saloon.

Pink Shoes

Chloe has a pair of new pink minnie shoes!! All thanks to joy. Thanks!! My mum said it was very sweet of you. And i thought so too!! Haha. Got the shoes from vince today at Sembawang Macs. We had a studying session with suan there instead of the initial window shopping plan. All the best to suan for her papers tmr!! This time round, im sure i din get the date wrong again.

A Pleasant Surprise & A Painful Defeat

Got a phone call before i left my house. It was a pleasant and sweet surprise. Its sad to hear pple cry, especially her. I miss her, miss her voice, miss her laughter, her everything. Then came our first league game in the Ametuer Football League. Up against a team named SRC Deaf. And yes, the team consisted of deaf youngsters proberbly from Singapore Recreation Club. Its really amazing what love for football can do. Playing soccer isn't easy. Playing it without verbal communication makes the game even tougher. Things went wrong when we conceded a soft goal to the opponents. Miscommunication breakdown between defenders and 2nd choice keeper. Then of all things, my right boot gave way. The sole came off and i had to borrowed chiloong's boot. Thanks man. We managed to fight back and pulled 2 goals back. We were playing well. Until our keeper made another mistake. Dropping an easy catch allowing them to equalise. There goes the morale of the team. What more can i say or expect. Giving 2 soft goals away. To make things worse, referee gave a penalty 5mins to the end of the game for what is a clear cut no foul. Im not doubting his referee-ing ability, but did he do it out of sympathy or what?? I dunnoe. 3-2 the final score. Sad and disappointing. What a way to start the season off. Have a get a pair of new boots too. Hope the new boots can bring the best out of me in the next 13 games. Im feeling real lousy. Felt i disappointed some pple who had hope in me and wished me luck. I promise to do better next time. Its a promise i will try to fulfil.

ps: happy birthday joy mummy. hope your darling daughter did something to make you happy!

and i miss jiahui.. 365 days ago i was at CGH weeping all the tears in me. 365 days later, as days go by, i hope the pain will reduce..

Mahjiong Night

Efforts put in to organise a pri sch supper gone down the drain. Pple start to infd that they cannot make it at the last min. I wonder does the problem lies in me.. or is god telling me not to put effort in things you do? I choose to believe the first option. I guess there's just some problems that lies in me. Good thing me night wasn't wasted. It would have been embarrassing to go home after just leaving the house for 15min!! Spent my whole night playing mahjiong at ding house. Yes, whole night. Mahjiong from 12am to 10 am. Crazy stuff man. 4 rounds of mahjiong is tiring!! But guess we all enjoyed it. Broke my record last night. Became sharp shooter overnight. Never in my life i 'hit the target' so many times. Somemore mostly 5 tai. Still kanna bao somemore. Really suay last night. But luckily, still managed to overcome all the deficit and win. Slept for less than 2 hrs then went suntec for the pc show. Was damn crowded lahz. Saturday noon. Couldn't expect more. Trying to sell stuff there is tough. So many stalls, so many promoters. Hope kwangyi gene kong working there can sell well!

Memories flashed back at the sight of laptop, blueberry tarts, shoe shops, blackcurrent fruit plus candy, etc... Glad i hope those memories.. At least i have something to be happy about...

Butter Factory

Last night was my worst clubbing night so far. It was Nick's birthday and they wanted to go chiong. Eugene Lau was holding a party at Butter Factory. So ding was like, why not go there and chiong instead of zouk etc. It was my second time at ButterFac. First time was leonard's birthday. Quite fun. This time round, it was totally sian. The music was good. Superb in fact. RnB all night. But the crowd was bad. Real bad. Guess the entry chance for ladies made the crowd bad. Think all the gals went to other clubs coz wed is ladies night. Imagine, 12am and there's like no one at the dance floor!? We were all shocked! If it was elsewhere, guess the dance floor would have been flooded by pple. Then came small grps of pple taking the initiative to hit the floor. Of coz our huge grp of 13-14 pple went down too. Music was really nice, but the little pple on the dance floor made everyone felt wierd. Many pple started to drift away and near 1am, dance floor was empty.. What the.. But anyway, it was Nick's birthday!! We still enjoyed each other's company. But the clubbing session was horrible. All of us went back at 1+. Some of them had work today and most of them tired. Possibly due to the boring crowd as well. Oh well, that concludes my worst clubbing night. Home at 2am.. Unbelievable..

Btw im really surprised and happy to receive a call from someone while i was clubbing. Sorry man, i really wanted to chat with you, but it was not the right time. Next time i'll be the one calling. Promise!!