My Dreams Came True.. Because Of You

27 March 2006

Nothing to blog. I'm serious. Nothing.

28 March 2006

I've think it through. The present and this blog are supposed to be a gift for you when we are together. However, i feel that things aren't really going the way i dreamt of. I will still give you these gifts, as they are made for you. Just for you. I must apologise. Sorry for all the lies i had to make just to cover up for this present and blog. Lied to give you a surprise. More lies to cover up for the lies. Hope you'll forgive me. Next up, i have to thank a thousand people, for making things possible these few months.
1) Parents - Thanks for giving birth to such a son. Thanks for all the effort and money invested in me. I'll definitely pay you back one day.
2) Kor & Da Sao - Thanks for lending me the car, be it sending her home, helping her shift 'house'. Thanks a lot. And thanks for offering to lend me your printer, though in the end i still did the printing at my office. Thanks for the thought.
3) Eesuan - So many things involving you. Can't list out all. But, in a gist, THANKS a million. You have been a wonderful friend. Thanks for helping me all these while. Be it big or small matters. It has been wonderful knowing you. And thanks Hansel too!
4) Shuting cousin - Thanks for accompanying me that day, to shop for the fragrance. You have been a great help. Sorry about your nose. My nose also didn't survive that day.
5) Alfred - Thanks man for helping me burn the Chinese CD. And the beautiful cover. Sorry i didn't use yours, cos i had mine prepared. Thanks.
6) Jeffrey - Thanks for the English CD. Had to trouble you to download the songs then burn. Thanks.
7) Group of friends consisting of suan, vince, ruth, zijie, lek, hansel, koklong, shuyi, gary, esther and many many more - Thanks for all the outings. Gave me chance to see joy more. Spent more time with joy. Really thanks all my friends. You all won't be forgotten. ps: jiji - thanks for the bread bought for joy. owe you one.
8) Brothers consisting of kwangyi, eugene and dingyi - Thanks for listening to my stories. All my crap stories. I know i should heed your advices, but i just help falling into this bottomless pit. Sorry guys. But thanks anyway for always being there.
9) Part time gf Annie - Thanks for your listening ears. Always so interested to know my stories. Since JC times, till now. Haha. Still my good friend. And you're the first to see this blog k, even before joy. Thanks anyway.
10) Other : Those not on my thank list - I still wanna thank you all who have helped me one way or another. Thanks for making things possible.

Last and most important of all : Joycelyn - Thanks for being there. Thanks for those sms, yakking on the phone, outings, shoppings, lunch, dinner, supper, many many times spent together. They were all wonderful i swear. Thanks for letting me have someone to think of. Thanks for not letting me feel lonely. Thanks for letting me want to love you. At least i know i'm still alive this way. So many first times, so many unforgetable memories, so many so many. Just wanna thank you. I'm supposed that i've turned this blog into a more personal one towards the end. It's supposed to be a memory bank for all the wonderful events that took place between you and me. But somehow or rather, it turned out like this. Sorry. It's supposed to be JUST FOR JOY - just for you, and just for happy stuffs. I dun know what will happen in the future. Whether this blog will carry on. Or it will just die of natural death here. I really dunnoe. But for these few months, my dreams came true.. because of you.